Just had a random thought pop into my head from something I used to do when I was single/dating. When I was bored, or curious I would send texts to the guy(s) I was interested in saying something like, "OMG I Love you!" or "I so want to be there" or something to get attention of the guy and pique curiosity in them. Sometimes I got positive responses, but mostly I would get confused responses. Which always made me laugh. And then I would just pretend that, "Oh sorry that was meant for someone else who helped me/invited me/is my bff" etc.
Only a few rare times did I ever actually get the response I was looking for (if I actually were at the time of sending said message).
Heh if any of those guys happen to come across this, and happen to read this...thanks for putting up with me :)
Thursday, March 17, 2016
Tuesday, March 15, 2016
Regrets
Now regret is something I try my best to avoid. I love to live life to the best of my abilities and that includes not regretting things I have done, or what I have not done. But for some random reason my brain has decided it wanted to go on memory lane, triggered by...nothing it seems.
This memory lane has me actually, well I wouldn't say regretting but since I lack a better word, I will say regretting not doing something when I had an opportunity handed to me on a delicious platter.
Not to dive too deep into what this certain memory/regret may be exactly, but vague details entail that it happened in Vegas (ha!). Catching the eye and attention of a special entertainer. Giving said person my phone number (definitely not expecting it to actually be used). And receiving a message from said person saying they were done with practice and would like to see me. Well, I did take the opportunity to see said person that night, but alas, circumstance did not allow more than a 10 minute meeting before other events took place and we never got to see each other again.
Sure, they would message me now and then, and I would respond because well, they became a great friend to talk to albeit short conversations. By then I had also gotten into a relationship and so had they so nothing shall ever come of them and I.
Which leads to this morning's random memory and the "what-if" thought that has now been annoying me. Sure I have had said thoughts in the past and have been able to push them aside since it wasn't something that needs to be thought about. *Get that brain?? Stahp!* Now I am not saying that if they were to contact me I would be inclined to want to do anything (I mean sure I would, but I am past all that now), but I wouldn't turn down a chance to get coffee and catch up like friends would. Ah well, C'est la vie
<3
This memory lane has me actually, well I wouldn't say regretting but since I lack a better word, I will say regretting not doing something when I had an opportunity handed to me on a delicious platter.
Not to dive too deep into what this certain memory/regret may be exactly, but vague details entail that it happened in Vegas (ha!). Catching the eye and attention of a special entertainer. Giving said person my phone number (definitely not expecting it to actually be used). And receiving a message from said person saying they were done with practice and would like to see me. Well, I did take the opportunity to see said person that night, but alas, circumstance did not allow more than a 10 minute meeting before other events took place and we never got to see each other again.
Sure, they would message me now and then, and I would respond because well, they became a great friend to talk to albeit short conversations. By then I had also gotten into a relationship and so had they so nothing shall ever come of them and I.
Which leads to this morning's random memory and the "what-if" thought that has now been annoying me. Sure I have had said thoughts in the past and have been able to push them aside since it wasn't something that needs to be thought about. *Get that brain?? Stahp!* Now I am not saying that if they were to contact me I would be inclined to want to do anything (I mean sure I would, but I am past all that now), but I wouldn't turn down a chance to get coffee and catch up like friends would. Ah well, C'est la vie
<3
Wednesday, January 6, 2016
Positivity in 24 hours...
So a friend of mine had made a post around the beginning of the year to write about at least one positive thing that had happened in the past 24 hours. I thought this is wonderful idea and wanted to try it.
As you can see it has worked well (seeing as how this is the first post in the new year, on the 6th of January). But hey I'm trying. The last 24 hours have been rough for me. An "emotional roller coaster" if you will. Had a lot of stressful information, that ended with good information. I don't want to divulge anything just yet, as I don't want to jinx myself.
Maybe tomorrow's post I will get the opportunity to say what is going on due to what happens today.
Until then, stay curious my friends ;)
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